I know that posts haven't been as regular as they should be. I've just been a bit tired and distracted. Call it the holiday blues, the winter slow down, stress, or whatever name you want to give it. I've just been tired and distracted. Many of my readers know that I have Chronic Lyme Disease. I have this strong belief that the more you focus on being ill, the sicker… Read More »Holiday Stress and Lyme Disease.
When I was younger, before I was diagnosed with Lyme disease I was losing a battle with the Lyme Monster in a war I had no idea I was fighting. Lyme is evil, there is no other word for it but evil. Because it's not just a disease of one area, you never know what's actually happening to you or why. Crazy or Infected? When I was in my 20's,… Read More »The Lyme Monsters vs Who I am
The last few weeks have been extremely stressful and emotional. There has been so many deaths in my circle, both close family and celebrity deaths that struck home. It's been a lot to deal with. My body aches, I have been retreating from physical contact as much as possible. It's been hard. I know I've been fighting a touch of depression. I’ve done my best to try to rest as… Read More »Lyme and Grief make for a painful cocktail
I can’t say I even believe in heaven anymore. This magical place where only the good belong. The ones that don’t screw up, go the wrong way, get sucked in by just trying to survive and forget this almost impossible place, they belong in heaven. The rest of who aren’t sure about feathery angels and golden rules, where do we belong? Do we belong in that odd nothing where those… Read More »Come back and Haunt me.
When we got married, we had a lot of crazy things on our minds. For us, it was already complicated. We started things off by throwing every obstacle in the world at our marriage. We launched right into having a family, not a small one.. one cute kid and a dog, but a large one ending in 5 kids, dogs, cats, and a ton of debt that we managed to… Read More »In sickness and in health